24/3/2012

Yesterday was ah bi bday...

hmm...

we had a great night drinking at fish house :D

hmm...

I miss u... Do u notice?

U pattern again....

I don't know why...

I do try to make u smile and laugh as usual...

I ask what happen, and you won't not trying to tell....

I told you many times, anything you can tell me...

you like or don't like wat i do, you also can tell me...

no hard feelings....

I just wish to be the one that will appear when u need someone to care and to love...

or maybe I'm not the one...

The Hunger Game

Yeap,

yesterday night when to watch this movie...

hmm... love it so much,

is like action and loving movie....

is about every year there will be 2 person 1 female and male with other 11team

would bring to a place and kill each other at last some1 stand...

Its quite scary tough u know u will be chosen to be one of them...

inside there was a boy

who edmire a girl very long time...

this boy...

he like this girl for so long...

he bring his balls and purpose to the girl

and at the last minute he would wish to die and sacrifice himself

and touch the girl she love,

mybe is just a faking loving story so they could live

but when i saw this scene

i do think of myself...

if in this situation...

would i sacrifice myself to someone i love?

IDK by tat situation

and i can't confirm wat will i do when that time...

but if u wan the answer now right through my mouth

my heart say yes...

I would!

family LOVE

Daddy and mummy...

brother and sister!!

i love u so damn much...

really thank you for everything!!!

I'll do my best and more best in my future!!!

U guys always gave me wat i wan...

and help me a lot...

i do know is time for me to go out and start working for my own life now...

this world is scary...

but i know i can over come it...

U, i wish u can be apart of my family..

I change because of u,

i begane more strong more independent, more mature!!

i need u.... and i love u too

I can feel that

yeah today i purposely when to KLCC and get the dessert u love :D

hmm...

although i can't finish my homework....

but is still a happy day for me...

when i saw your smile...

EVERYTHING SEEMS WORTH IT TO ME....

U smile like an angel from the sky...

brighten my life and make me shine :)

Good poem?

from jacksontallman :D

soon i'll make a logo for my photography...

actually...

I say about the bad dream is really bad....

Is like we were getting started,

and he come back to u...

he regret....

wanted u to go back to her...

and u when out with him and make u remind all the 1st time he made....

i mean all the 1st time

"1st time" all, everything

I'm not carring izzit the 1st time or not...

just in the dream you all are doing in front of me....

the feeling of someone u love doing in front of u... OMG!!

STOP JT!!! DIRTY MINDED....

IS JUST A DREAM!!!! NOT REAL!!!

(don't mind, i did in mean tat

is just what the dream is not wat i think)

I'm still loving u as always

Now i know / nderstand

Yes, yesterday night is a very happy night for me,

we chat, was talk, we share

I like the feeling, the feeling talking to u,

and the moment u smile, i'll smile....

Finally found your blog....

this made me understand u more,

at least i know how u feel,

wat actually hurts u,

how those stupid fucking man did to u,

Yes, last night after we chat I slept and i had a very very bad dream,

It wake me up, and i can't sleep anymore, u know how bad izzit right?

I swear, from now on,

YOU GOT ME,

I'LL always lean my arm, my ear for u,

If u wanna cry, u feel sad, u wanna beer, U wanna talk to somebody

U can always call me,

U need someone who can hug u tight, just tell

AND

DONT THINK THAT NO ONE CARE ABOUT U

BECAUSE I !!! JACKSON TALLMAN!! I CARES ABOUT U,

U MEANT ALOT TO ME!!

我知道，有时候

想要一些人去爱护照顾，

可是说出口后就没意识了，

从今以后你不用说，我懂

我会懂，

有时候，我觉得，

我能给的，别人也能给，

我不能给的，别人一样能给，

我不知道他做了什么，

可是我相信，总会有一天，

我能取代他

等

我又上来了。。。

最近常运动，累啊。。。

等？

等什么？

当然是等一个我爱的人，

没问题，我能等，

我知道，你不想的，

只要继续保持下去，

我会为你改变，

为你努力，为你奋斗，

直到有一天成果，

就算失败，

我也不后悔，

至少我爱过，我们的独家记忆，

或许在另一个世界，

我们是在一起的。

回到过去

原来我们只是朋友。。。

我很坦白了的告诉你我有多爱你，你呢？ 曾经说过你也爱我是？

以前，玩玩的时候， 你说什么？ 你spam我wall 你对我甜言蜜语，

仿佛谈恋爱，

我们的profilepic都是互相的， 现在？ 关系亲近了。。。 我上吊了。。。 上当了，认真了， 你当我什么？ 水泡？ 救身圈？ 安慰器？ 有时真的很想大大声喊给全世界说 ”SINDY KSY I LOVE HER SO MUCH! SHE IS MY GILR DONT U EVER FUCKING TOUCH HER!

我伤心的不是因为你的爱玩，

我emo的不是因为你的性格，

只是有时我感觉不到你说你喜欢我你懂吗！！

好像只有我一厢情愿，我一厢情愿！

我没后悔，只是

想回到过去，试着抱你在怀里

那天的星期六，你说了很多，很多，很坦白，我就是喜欢这样的你，我都记得，因为你哭我抱你，那时候我的心真的碎了，那种，心碎，心疼，恨自己帮不了什么，做不到什么的感觉，你懂吗？，明白吗？

你让我知道接吻的感觉，

拥抱爱的人的感觉，

谢谢你，有可能是初恋吧，

我真的很认真，把100％的感情都放完进去，

还是我笨，学不会，

感情这东西不适合我去尝试，我知错了，

以后都不敢了，对不起。。。。

Tumblr

http://www.tumblr.com/blog/jackson-tallman

haha i got a tumblr...

i think mostly i will be there bloging :)

mostly bethere :)

想太多

最近都很喜欢跑上来。。。

有可能是因为心情吧。。

有时不懂是不是自己想太多，

给自己太大压力。。。

责任，负担

我不懂，我想的是对是错

有时得不到答案，

就是心情会大跌，

我身边常有一位朋友很喜欢说

hen downnnnnnn ar

常开解他的是我

可是hen downnnn 的 也是我。。。

哈哈

人嘛，就是喜欢矛盾

男人有责任感，不是件好事吗？！