10 thing describe myself

Hmm... as u can c the title....

10 thing....this 10 thing bother me for a few days....

make me dizzy.... can't even think of something....

erm....

hmm....

zzz...(thik*)

ok stop the bullshit....

let's start....

1. I'm like a clown ,I love to make the ppl around me smile and happy every single second they spam with me....

so this link to

2. as chines this is call 'chicken backside' (talker-tift), I'm extremely talker-tift... I won't stop talking until someone tie me any respond or give me a big laugh.... :D

by the other way, this can call

3. NANNY u can say... i care the ppl around me much... and don't whiling to c them sad or emo....

it link to

4. I'm tall as a tower.

5. Smile like an angle

6.I'm like a big hole , Is deep and scary but when u go sting to know me you will found treasure...

7. As thin as a road lamp

8. sometimes like a prisoner, regretting wat i can't do or can't achieve ( this binrg me have good responsibilities)

9. I'm like a sun, I'll be there when u need me....

10. I do like a wallet you can take from me... but remember to put something back....

something inside me

Ppl around me always ask me...

" tallman, where's yr gf...."

" why u still don't have gf"

"you so nice, how come don't have gf"

and my grandma keep say " when bring gf to my house and let me have a look" ( if u dk gf = girlfriend)

you know why?

because to me gf= a responsibility

I hope the girl tat with me full of happeniss

full of love...

when she need me

I'll be there

when she wan something

I can buy to her

when she hungry

I can afford her meal

when she wanna go shopping

I can drove anywhere

mybe I gave my expectation too high...

but to me love is serious...

if I can't afford to give this simple kind of happiness to the ppl I LOVE

I choose not to love........

男人嘛。。

痴情男都是这样，

好男人都这样想，

女人永远多不明白。。。

男人的自卑心是多么的强。。。

给不到自己心爱的人要的东西的时候。。

宁愿放弃，放弃不要爱。。

让别的，更好的，有能力的男人陪你走下去。。。

[不是不想爱，是不敢爱］

lost my promise!

aw...

I've promise tat i'm gonna write my lovely blog every single day tat i got my macbook...

but i didn do it.. aw...

this place has been so silent and grow lots of spider web... LOL

ok new sam start sam 3....

if not this assignment i think i won't be here :D

next post gonna do my assignment :D

its about blog...

LOVE U U

yesterday go and watch angelababy movie

is a great movie... is one of the movie tat make me cry T.T

my tears really drop when reach the part baby read the blog tat le u u write for her..

is really touch... I hope all the couples i know will go and watch it....

i watch alone in the cinema, cry alone in the cinema...
those couple beside me...
those eyes watching me.....
ya... I'm alone not like u guys....
yet...
one day...
i won't be alone...

[看着你伤心陪着你伤心]

白蛇传说

just finish watch this movie...

after watching i feel so touch

it's feel like crying...

the story is nice but i think the effect is to over...

maybe make it simple will be better....

long long time ago i have watch b4 chapter version...

i hope to find it back and watch again

love is wat make u crazy...
but not all kind of love make u happy...

13/9/2011

sometime is feel stress...pain,struggle...

the pressure that around... that's how life came....

everyone have to overcome it....

so there are music....

music clear your mind....

stop thinking anything....

because every song has an end....

but you also can start it again...

you'll always wish there is some one you can talk to....

someone you can trust....

someone that will always be on your side....

giving you support, care,love, understand you protect you....

[Erase wat have pass, and start a new journey again.]

This Holiday

tis baby is so cute :D

Hmm... tis rays holiday...

what I've done?

penang trip...

have fun with baby....

hang out with friend...

can't date some lovely friends....

went shopping with parent....

sep 2 is the day TOA release our result...

LUCKILY!! i PASS ALL SUBJECT

[believe in yourself, always tell yourself]

>'YOU CAN DO IT'

thanks goD!!!

CD11005-2 gather mates

I'm so sorry for not updating...

dear diary,

I had a great time with my TOA friends today...

I feel Good soft and warm...

its a different life style they gave me...

its enjoy comfortable and healthy....

happy birthday to Celine and I vern today...

after the gathering...

I sit shuea rou car to eat bak gu teh wif alex and ray....

Hmm we have a nice time over there...

talking a bout high school memories...

[Save the time tat you have, love the people along your hand :D]

mama Birthday

Yesterday is not actual mumma bday...

is just celebration :D is fun

we eat many delicious dish....

hmm... love mumma cook meal...

and again

HAPPY Birthday!!!! mamma!! :D

[ Love your parent love your life ]

Dota 2...

recently just watching the dota 2 live tornament...

its world wide

i had never feel tis exciting b4 for...

cant wait for the game to release...

i learn much skill from them....

hope MYM can win back :D

My mackie!!

wuhooooo!!!

finally i got my own lappie!!! no is mackie!!

love it so much...

my 1st laptop and its a macbook!! love it so much....

thanks to my dad love him so damn freaking much!!

Another good new is sem break...

no plan for tit at all...

have a happy holiday jackson!!!

ps:the actual date i get my mac is august 13 :D

[from now on i write my blog everyday i promise (is you diary) ]

the time

such a late night

just finish my assignment...

not really wanna go to bed...

suddenly go and visit frds blog...

those photo...

that are happy and sad....
emo and laugh...

a group and alone...

make me drop my tires...

It remind me the time I was at high school....

Al tough everyday wake up the same time...

go to school and do the same thing....
Is like 'boring boring' came from the mouth....

but now i realise... I reall miss it...
everyday meet the same frd....

the ppl I care and love....

foling around...
even not same class or form we still can be together....

That is really enjoy... really fun...
I feel like now I'm alone...

no frds...

no ppl will care...

no ppl know you are happy or not...

or wat u feel...
Now,I'm alone in the dark and fighting for the future...

sometimes I fall...
who care...
tats no 1 I can say...

izzit me?

of life is just like tat...

Collage life is fun but suck too....

[人要向前看]

男女之间

其实哦。。。

男需要女，

女需要男，

就好像黑有白。。。

水有火。。。

左有右。。。

少了一方就好像白天没有太阳。。

夜晚少了星星。。。

男人啊。。就是需要一个默默支持他的女人。。。

正所谓成功的男人背后有个厉害的女人。。其实不用几厉害。。。

就给与鼓励。。给与关怀。。。

女人啊。。跟简单。。。就是需要一个肩膀。。。

含有温软，安全感的一个肩膀。。。

在她身边安慰她保护她了解她。。。

爱就要信任坦白。。。

相信永远都是最重要！

[爱她就要给她最好的！]

I try....

Recently so many assignment...
color booklet...

English essay 1000word (WTF) =.=

gesture

Adobe ilus

History of art

but its not tat hard then maintain a friendship wif your love and care frd...

I have gave wat i made, told my feeling, spear my heart...
I duno will you notice...
but i really try...try very very hard....
to maintain the friendship we had~

I wish i could have a time machine...
wish to travel back..

back to the time we laugh and smile :)

However~ Frd I LOVE YOU!!!

Recently love tis 2 song

Its from simple plan...
Welcome to my life

Perfect

the lyrics is so true and deep...

[Now its just too late

And we cant go back
Im sorry I cant be perfect ]

Important people

Hey bloggie...
today is a special day...

dunno y... i feel so warm...
went to Isabel house with her friends today...

hmm... however is abit silent not noisy not much talking but...
I just feel warm... like a family... a friend... a long lost friend....

I tell you bloggie....
until I am 19....
I dare to say... there are few girl are very important to me...
tats Chloe yap, Isabel, and Jess chu han....

although i just a normal person... but i wan to last a long friendship with them...
for like until old until die....

Erm... I threat girls around me well... not because I flower heart...
really... in the deep deep me... I just wan to find 1 the only 1...
like I always say 'Girls is for love, not for hurt'....

{女人是拿来爱得,不是拿来玩的}

Soryy

Dear blog I'm so sorry i have not recently post anything...
cause i don't have my own lap-pie

pls wait until i have a new lap-pie...

I promise you i will post my daily life once a day... :)

[success start by the 1st step]

scare

Its finally comes to tis day..
BM retake...
is a bit horror abit scarry for me...
i scare i fail again....
drop to the deep again...
i cant take tis anymore....

pls...

let me pass...

I beg u ...

i cant take tis presure more abit...
Im gonna kill myself....
pls...

GOd bless me pls.... T.T

[I wish you're my side]

Blogie

I am so long lost to tis blog...

reason....

COMP DIED!

just repair it for a few day...

Dont know why...
sometimes I will really cried at night for missing all my frd in high school...

sometimes I regret the way i tread my frd...Mybe tat time i change my way of it...
I get to know more true frds.. more closer more Love in each other...I wish I could go back~

[ In life we learn lesson, sometimes we learn in the hard way... sometimes we learn it the easy way...]

Sorry

sometimes...
I fell is a shame tat Im still taking SPM Bm in the age of 19....

SHIT!!!!

all of my frd had pass it....

no stress at all...

enjoy life n taking new challenge...

but me?

still doing the same thing....

and its not easy to me....

I always say sorry to myself...
because I cant forgive myself....

N tis time retake...
I am not really in a hard working situation...

I am trying....

Trying hard... but...

BM is still sucks for me...

mybe because when I'm young I hate it n wont lik

e to learn it well...
so...
I cant write an great eassy or santenses....

Sorry.... sorry....
tats what only I can say.....

压力 pressure

I know tat my dad had so much pressure now...

for because I'm gonna study The One academy....
is a big pressure because of the coast of it....

57K... u would like say 'OMG'

altough still need to buy a car for me for tranportation....

a Macbook for study..... mybe a cemera like amost 2k+

Damn... sometimes i felt regret tat I use his money so damn much...

like not regret is guilty...

内疚it is.....

Sry daddy....
I will repay u 1day....

1day.... u will felt all tis is worth it....
because i knew u give me so much....
and I will Filial piety（孝顺）you forever .... =]

with the ress of my life....

Daddy I love U So Damn Much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pressure make one grow and be strong.....

If u have pressure that means yr and adult that have responsibility....

[ All the parent in the world wanted to giv the best to his/her son or daughter but is not an easy thing to do.... ]